Here I Am

Times can get very hectic. We often try to take the 24 hours we get in a day and shove as much as we can into that time frame so it feels like we accomplished something. I know too well what happens. A few years ago I was working three jobs plus managing the household. I was tired, overwhelmed, and way off course. I think this is why in Psalm 90, Moses sees that it’s important to number our days. He recognizes the need to have priorities and to use our time wisely. That was something I couldn’t understand when I was so busy.

Sometimes when things come in the between our relationship with God, they get removed. That happened in this situation and I was able to then realize that I didn’t need to work three jobs; I could get by fine with one job if I changed a few things. This solution didn’t solve everything though, because time management is a constant battle we face. I had the same type of situation arise when I was in one of my theology classes and we had long winded discussions.

The point is that God wants to have a relationship with us. That relationship requires two parties. In Isaiah, God says that if we call out to Him, He will answer. He will say, “Here I Am.” At the same time, we need to do the same thing. The only way for us to say that is to be able to listen and spend time with God.

While working three jobs, I wasn’t able to spend much time with God in prayer and in His Word. I can tell you that you can feel the difference when you add more time with God to your schedule. As you start giving yourself more time for silent time, for prayer, for Bible reading, it ends up you want more. You have this thirst that can only be quenched by Him. You want to make more time with Him. You look for ways to spend more time with Him.

When we find more time to say “Here I Am” we get this thirst.

I think that Psalm 63:1-5 says it best (taken from the NASB translation):

“O God, You are my God; I shall seek You earnestly;
My soul thirsts for You, my flesh yearns for You,
In a dry and weary land where there is no water.
Thus I have seen You in the sanctuary,
To see Your power and Your glory.
Because Your lovingkindness is better than life,
My lips will praise You.
So I will bless You as long as I live;
I will life up my hands in Your name.
My soul is satisfied as with marrow and fatness,
And my mouth offers praises with joyful lips.”

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